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At work tonight, I got kissed for Christmas!  There is a guy there that flirts with me all the time and he is going to be gone til the 14th of January so I gave him a Christmas hug and he kissed me.  He told me, "Hey I really like you alot!".  He kept commenting on my perfume.  I was so embarassed....

I'm down tonight.  Down on myself mostly.  Yeah, what's new right? Well, usually I think I am beautiful and wonderful and all that.  It's just it seems no one else thinks so.  Sometimes, it seems the whole world is against me.  Don't get me wrong.  I know it's not.  It just seems like it is.  I work so damn hard at my job and I feel like I have nothing to show for 7 damn days a week but an aching back.  I put so much effort into everything I do and all I seem to get in return, is tired. 

Christmas is here and once again, I could care less.  I will just buy gifts for people that I kill myself to buy and they will either not appreciate it, or put it in the back of the closet.  I miss my kids but they have lives of their own and don't even call and when they do, it seems it's only to ask for money.  Money I don't have to give them and that depresses me, because I work so damn hard!

I have another Christmas without someone special in my life.  Yeah, that's pathetic.  I feel totally unattractive anymore.  I look in the mirror and see a fat ugly pathetic excuse for a woman.  I can't lose my gut to save my ass!  LITERALLY!

I have no butt.  I do ab exercise and all it does is make my ass smaller.  Talk about ridiculous.  Someone at work said, so have surgery and have your belly put on your ass.  Well, I would do that but my belly would come back and my ass would only disappear again!!!

So anyway, I am feeling sorry for myself.  Just another lonely night after work I guess

Thoughts on bashing people...

When one is dripping venom it's most likely because they are full of it...\

It is better to keep quiet then open your mouth and prove your ass is smarter than your brain...

Only tears can be shed when one chooses to be an idiot...

The best response is no response...

A soft answer turns away wrath... proverb of Solomon

I have come to the conclusion that there are normal people on the internet who you can get to know and actually like and then there are the PSYCHOS.  These people have nothing better to do with their lives but sit on their computers, arguing with their imaginary friends and stalking us normal humans.  They live to make our lives hell by posting viscious comments on our sites and generally making us wonder what rock they crawled out from under.

I am trying to be patient with these individuals but there BS is getting on my last nerve.  Are they jealous?  What did I do to deserve such hatred?  I am more angry than anything.  I think I understand Smoke's temper tantrums a little more.  THese people need to get a life.